April 2011
23 posts
Apr 29th
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Apr 29th
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Apr 29th
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she’s deleted her facebook again.
Apr 28th
Apr 27th
Apr 27th
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I kind of just want to scream at her I kind of just want to tell her how I feel I kind of just want to ask her why she’s avoiding me I kind of just want to see her again I kind of just want to go to bed
Apr 26th
Apr 26th
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Apr 25th
emmaisaninja asked: Hey now.
You don't have to have it all figured out and everything in your life in order.
Grades, homework, jobs... you're more than that. You're more than the lack of that.
I don't think you're a failure.

To fail is to not live. To not experience the world. To not love. To not hurt.
Just living, breathing, loving, feeling,...
Apr 22nd
So, I called home as I am apt to do on a semiweekly basis And every second of the twenty-two minute call was a reminder of how much of a disgrace I am A list of the things that a normal human being would be expected to do like write letters and look for a job and sign up for class next semester and do homework and pass my classes And not a single thing on the list has been done. So...
Apr 22nd
I hold in my hand a bottle of 91% isopropyl alcohol, which I bought on Sunday to help heal the scrapes on my leg. It’s a 16 oz bottle, and I’ve probably used an eighth of it over the course of the week. The internet tells me that the lethal dose of isopropyl in humans is estimated at about 8.5 oz. I’m supposed to go home tomorrow night. By 10 or 11 o’ clock, my...
Apr 22nd
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Apr 20th
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Apr 18th
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Apr 18th
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Apr 16th
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Apr 12th
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Apr 11th
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I’m not a good person. If I were, I’d be happy.
Apr 9th
I love you, James Franco.
Apr 6th
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Clarity
I’d hoped that all my troubles were just blessings in disguise I’d dreamed the silver lining was the clearing of the skies But all that changed inside me was the bitterness I’d grown And deeper fear I’d have to live my life all on my own I bore the scars of sorrow that I never thought to hide The scars that reappeared when demons chased me deep inside The road back from the brink isn’t the...
Apr 5th
She’s no longer coming to CSU. I’m putting the thought out of my mind.
Apr 3rd
ain’t she a beauty I am so lucky.
Apr 2nd