January 2011
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Who’s gonna rescue me
When I die, I hope there’s someone standing over my body shouting, “LOOKS LIKE YOU GOT WHAT YOU DESERVED”
It looks like James and Dani’s relationship is over for good.
never very far from falling to pieces
too fast to live, too young to die
drug talk in my room = :,(
Anonymous is not always heartless
I am not always heartless
She is the most beautiful person in the world - but she’s not good at keeping in touch with me.
Intentionally? A man can only wonder.
Stairway to Heaven - Led Zeppelin
There’s nothing in the world quite like having your prayers answered.
Make It Through
One more cut across your wrist Won’t help you to get over this And every tear that hits your cheek Makes every passing moment bleak. One more inch away from life With every mark left by the knife You feel like you’ve been sent to hell I know, ‘cause I’ve been there as well. It’s been several years by now But I can still remember how I cried and tried to dry my...
I'm afraid of a lot of things.
And failure is one of them.
But I’ll be damned if I let that stop me.
she’s pretty much the most amazing girl I’ve met
“I ws actually going to write you earlier this weekend to inquire if you were...”
it’s been a long race, but I think I’m winning.
my life is not an emotional rollercoaster. it is much more volatile - and I just hit an upswing when I thought I’d be out of it all night.
I have never seen her sad, and I would do anything in the world to keep it that way.
Her smile lights up my life.
no one comes into my room unless they need somewhere to hide
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no one cares about what I have to say. Door wide open, four in the hallway on their way out, not a word. stop to each other fucking long enough
Ain’t got a damn thing to live for.
Scarred Arms & Broken Hearts
Scarred arms and broken hearts Screams shattering the silence I find it sad how all my nights Have devolved into this violence Scattered pieces of my heart Nothing left to numb the pain I lose control just one more time And take more bullets to the brain
Scarred arms and broken hearts This body, slowly dying One more time, it couldn’t hurt I sputter through my crying Words I’d never...
My voice is flat in this recording - if we’d...
I want to shoot myself in the head, over and over again.
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oh god it’s all going to go horribly wrong and i know it
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read the first letter of each line of the poem I wrote on my 18th birthday
This is standard with Kyle Bishop, by the way - the second thoughts. They come every time I have anything to do with a girl.
jaela replied to your post: Oh God, what if I’m reading this completely wrong?…
non-committal hand on the shoulder and read her reaction?
hand on the shoulder isn’t my style, but another type of noncommittal gesture may do the trick…
Oh God, what if I’m reading this completely wrong? What if all she wants is a movie and lunch and to catch up like old friends and nothing more
I’m such an asshole
James, Shafo and I were nigh inseparable in high school. Towards the end, I realized how well our lifestyles complemented each other - I started noticing differences between the three of us. James took Spanish, I took French, Shafo took German. James is at CU, I’m at CSU, Shafo is at UCCS.
The one I noticed first, though, was important to me. James has had exactly one girlfriend, and...
bishopk asked: Anyone you've mentioned on Tumblr before? Hmm?
bishopk asked: Who is she?
the incredible thing about it is I don’t think I’m going to mess it up. She’s into me enough that I’d have to do something outrageously horrible, and that even a modest success might be sufficient enough to warrant a second date
that’s right, I’m going on a date
Reblog if you want (1) message of who your...
cannot wait, cannot wait
Listen
SERIOUS WIN
That beautiful moment when Arby's curly fries
Every day we tried to hide/The love we feared to feel inside
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my new laptop’s name is Chris.
I want this one to be my magnum opus. It’s not happening.
Can't Escape (11/6/09)
You can’t escape the feeling That nothing here is real You can’t escape the feeling That there’s nothing left to feel You haven’t slept in weeks Not knowing what is true You haven’t heard the silence When all eyes fall on you You can’t escape the pressure Of living in today You can’t escape the grasp Of pain that has to stay You can’t escape the...
WHY AM I SO UNLUCKY IN LOVE?
The room feels empty.
I’m back, but my roommate isn’t. On the one hand, he was (and is) a good friend and we had a lot of fun together. On the other hand, a double room as a single would be excellent. On the third hand, I might be getting a new roommate.
